My work schedule is jammed packed. In the next two weeks, I have court 5 times, including 4 trials (2 juvenile, 2 adult), with one as a jury trial. It will be a miracle if I make it through. Things should calm down after that, but the next two weeks will be hell.
My doctor's appointment is Friday. By then, I won't have heard the baby's heartbeat in about 5 weeks, because I changed my doctor visit day from Tuesdays to Fridays. I'm so nervous that there won't be a heartbeat. I know that's silly. My tummy is growing. I have no bleeding or cramping. Everything seems fine. I think that once you have a miscarriage, you cannot get the fear out of your mind.
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I don't think it is a silly worry at all. Like you said, once you have a miscarriage it would be hard to get out of your mind. I was always worried and wanted to hear the heartbeat and I never miscarried. I hope I never will.....
ReplyDeleteWhat a crazy couple of weeks you have. You are gonna be so exhausted. Try to take it as easy as you can. HUGS