Uncertainties

I went on a really promising job interview.  IF offered the job, I would have to arrange about two weeks of childcare, have my dressy clothes ready, and totally change our schedules.  IF not offered the job, summer goes on as usual.

I find myself paralyzed with the uncertainty.  Should I clean out the old suits from my closet?  Cook a ton of freezer meals?  Look up phone numbers for the housekeeper and other household help?  Get suits taken in where they are too big?  If I do that stuff, and don't get the job, will I be more sad about not getting it?  If I do get it, and don't do the stuff, how overwhelming will it be?

No day planner is going to solve this problem.  Boo.

Etcetera.